Since I came to Yong Siew Toh conserevetory of music I have become aware that language is the main problem that causes we confusion regarding my studies . this causes lots problems such as health and time management problems . on the other hard there are other worries the future and getting a job .
In this conservatory most lessons are about academic knowledge . because of this lack of academic knowledge I always feel puzzled about the lectures . A lot of homework is too difficult to finish . I try to read books and learn by myself . but it does not work . because I also can not understand the academic books . In this way, I need spend wore time to finish my works , occupy me a lots time of practice my instrument exercise and sleep even I do not have a stable weal times . Compare to other students . I must spent wore time to finish my study , it let me lose too much free time .
Language is the problem all non English speakers stress is for the whole conservatory that about getting a job . face the problem of employment soon. we just have few choices after we graduate that to be a good soloist, major teacher or a part of orchestra. To be a good soloist is a dream for us. But it can not be realized. We not only have to with our hometown student, but also true nest of the world. You must impress the best judges but in the world. It is not about hard work. It is about opportunity. So to be a major teacher or part of an orchestra it is best choice. With the development of the world, more and more parents choose art for their children, the plenty of students graduate from conservatory, the orchestra will not increase the orchestra muers, the judges are getting stricter, so the current trend is more and more job hunters. Being pushed out of orchestras..
Stress are never become a friend , but with understanding and control you can wake it a compatible working partner. With better understanding of stress, I think I will work harder then even.
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